February 2012
4 posts
January 2012
1 post
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Oh hai :]
Womppp womp womp womppp
Wobble wobble wobbleee
Thank you God for making life into music…
No matter what happens, anything can be turned into music.
It’s so beautiful!
Can’t wait to get things back on track.
Going on a nice ride on the boardwalk tomorrow, maybe go to the gym, hit up my lil mustache and googly eyes >_< muahahaha
Stop selling drugs…...
December 2011
4 posts
I wish
I could tell people my life story without them judging me, or I suppose thinking less of me. I wish I had someone to take care of, I wish I had someone to take care of me. That doesn’t look like it’s going to happen for a long time though… Every time I tell people about my past, they seem to distance themselves… I’m so lonely
November 2011
4 posts
I’m scared to tell people of my past… I know inside that I shouldn’t be, that they should accept who I am, and where I’ve been… But I know how people really are, and I don’t want people thinking of me as my past self, instead of what I’ve become.
I hope you’re different… I opened up to you, told you things my best friend doesn’t know....
October 2011
2 posts
Lol reading old posts…
I feel bipolar. Might explain some of my craziness.
I am
So tired of being tired…
So sick of being lonely…
So frustrated with people…
So scared of my own mind…
I need someone to save me. Why do guys have to always be the strong ones?
Why can’t for once, someone come and let me rest my head on them.
I need a vacation and a couple dozen miracles.
September 2011
2 posts
Fuck you
Trying to crush my ego…
Trying to destroy my self conscious…
I’m better than you, I’ve gotten better than you…
I am
The most important person in the world!
I am, the most handsome man in the world!
I am, everything I want to be!
I will never stop, never give up!
You can all have fun killing yourselves, I’ll just be here having fun responsibly.
I’ll just be here, being mature, and drama free.
I’ll get what’s owed to me soon enough, no rush though.
Don’t hide from me,...
July 2011
1 post
I don’t hate you, I just hate that I think about you still. I feel like after what you did, my mind should have just dropped every memory of you, but no you still plague my thoughts.
I have never had a problem with blocking things out of my memory. Until you came along. You changed me, I want to go back, I want to be how I was before.
I guess I enjoy my life now, so I can’t go back,...
June 2011
3 posts
Fucking shit…
One of the worst days of my life.
Fiance decided we needed a “break”.
Didn’t even have the guts to tell me to my face, she told it to me through a text while I was in the shower.
After all her explanations, I still don’t understand fully her reasons.
Why couldn’t she just talk to me, tell me things were going to quickly? Tell me things...
Ughhh
Why do you keep popping up on the suggested friends area…
I would love to be your friend, nothing more.
I miss our talks. You always had such great insight on things. You always knew what to say to make me happy no matter the situation.
I wish we could go back in time and just be friends, things were better then.
I hope some day you can let me back in your life, I could use another...
Wow...
Best night in a LONG time…
So very happy.
May 2010
4 posts
You
Have a beautiful soul…
A beautiful body…
A beautiful mind…
But you have an ugly mentality of living.
I...
Love my true friends.
Even though I miss them so much, and wish I could hang out with all of them, all the time… I love them.
April 2010
1 post
Happiness
Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
March 2010
2 posts
:D
Le Sigh…
February 2010
13 posts
I'm scared...
I keep having this reacuring nightmare. The past few nights, I have had a nightmare where I’m working at some job, then bam I’m in basic training, then bam they ship me out to the middle east and instead of being a mechanic or electrician where i would be out of harms way, I am now a medic…
Each night It’s a different ending, but each night I am about to die, from being...
